feeling lonely.
I thinking I'm going to be spending Halloween with my mom. I told myself befor i got back to school that i was going to try and not make any friends. But it's lonely, and no one ever calls me. I eat my lunch by myself some days, in a corner reading a book. I have people I cna hang out wiht, but no real friends. I'm just here to graduate and then move back to Toronto. But it's still lonely and boring with no friends. I miss Toronto. All I can think about is all the great food there. Where can I get a chicken shwarma in Mill Bay? I can't! Argh! I guess I'll go to Eugene's in Victoria and get a Souvlaki, it's the closest I can come to a Shwarma. any-hoo, just felt like sharing.

I've been thinking about the show idea I had. I got way more important things to accomplish, but it would help me out in the long run if i could pull it off. But still struggling with funding. I can't do anything untill I figure out the funding deal. But I totally don't know hat to do! Ahh! I feel so stupid. like everyone else know but me. argh! I'm trying to get a friend to help apply for a grant, but who knows.

I talked to a friend from school today. She's in film and television adn i thought that she migth be able to help out and get school credit.
I also e-mailed a very cool friend of my moms, who is into making movies/films/whatev.
I want music, and clips fromt he news, and people reading it, maybe one line for a minute lonmg clip? but who really knows. we'll see how it feels.

is it really true that 60% or so of north america is over weight? befor we decide to tell other countries what to do should we fix our own problems?
I don't think canada is reall know for telling people what to do though.
Should we blam fast food or our selves?

i'm getting no ideas with the poem thingy...